Dear all,
Very quick update as I am, feeling pretty wretched:
Counts all still very low- severely neutropenic now. Back on daily stomach injections to try and encourage counts to build up. Gives me a lot of pain in my back and hips. Feels like I am being squeezes by a python. Keeps me awake at night despite pain killers and hot water bottle.
Am on a new drug for the CMV. It makes me sick. Just been confirmed that I have to remain on it for two weeks. I am being fed anti sick drugs, but tired of seeing cardboard sick bowls!
Back on the deryk mitchell unit, which is where i started off in december. Room has no view. No slice of sky. Just dirty drain pipes and London brick.
Bone marrow result later on this week. Lots hangs on this. My counts are either dropping due to the antiviral drugs or because the bone marrow isn't working correctly. I am freaked out by this possibility. Need all thoughts, prayers etc etc
Back soon. Greetings and love to everyone world wide xxx tch
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Giving it everything we've got every minute of the day. darling girl hold on in there we want you home again. Love from all of us xxxx
God Tessa so sorry you are having to suffer like this and without a view to occupy your mind,not fair!!!! I am thinking of you constantly and keeping everything crossed for your bone marrow results! Love and hugs as always xxx
Oh no so sorry too that you are having to suffer like this.Wish I could take the sickness and all it's trappings away for you.
Sending love, hugs, prayers and EXTREMLY LOUD SHOUTING FROM THE SIDELINES........
Jules xx
Good to hear from you 'on the inside', sorry to hear it's not better news. Hang on in there Tess. Thinking of you every day and sending all the love, hugs and positive thoughts we have XXX
Sending you lots of positive thoughts!
Dearest girl,
Massively strong thoughts and super powerful love are streaming faster than meteors up from Exeter,slicing through the West Country to Waterloo and up the Walworth Road to Kings. Constantly. Sending angels too. Very many kisses from Tina
Sorry to hear your worries. Sending all our very best love and good wishes, Ianx
Thinking of you so much, and willing those cells to work. Also hoping that you start to feel better since it all seems so miserable right now. I can't imagine how strong you've had to be to do this for so long. With any justice the better days are just around the corner!
Much love from me and from the kittygirl. She keeps checking in on me as I type. Wants treats, no doubt, but it's sweet anyway!
XXOO TM
Darling Tess
All thoughts,prayers etc totally focused on you.
Hang in there. It's been a long tough haul but you're made of incredible stuff.
xx K&J
Come on my lovely you can beat this and come out the other end & feel the sun on your face and so much love from all of us in your heart. Massive hugs KAY
Sending lots of positive thoughts and energy. Big hugs Nigel xx
Tessa, many positive vibrations towards you. From Matti and Katrin
thoughts and love all the time here in Norfolk dear Tessa love Lisa xx
I'm so sorry to hear this Tess.So unfair.But you are so strong and so brave you will come through this.Biggest of all hugs.Will text again soon.Loads of love and positive vibes.Tonyxxxxxxxxxx
Tessa
Very best of luck. Thinking of you
Jamie
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