Sorry no blog for a while. Have been having extremely difficult time. A mountain of things going wrong. I can't keep up with it all. The drug I had to control the CMV turned out to be foul and caused many problems. The main one being affecting my bladder. I have a catheter and violent bladder spasms. I need elektrolites daily. Hours worth of drips to replace stuff I am loosing. Today I have 'deranged' vit k levels, which means I am at risk of bleeding. Nightmare. The whole thing is a bloody nightmare. I need some core strength. I feel right now that i will never get out of here. Everyday there is something new to add to the list. I needs vibes and prayers and good wholesome things. Miss the outside. But often feel too bloody to not care that much. Back whenever I can get the energy. Bloggers all, salute... tch xx
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What can I say Tessa except I wish everyone could take it in turn to swap places with you and give you a rest:(
So easy to say stay strong but dig deep and find that core strength it's in there somewhere!!! I'm sending as many positive thoughts,hugs and love to you as ever and more!!!
xxx Kate xxx
So sorry you are having such a rotten time, definately time for us all to take a turn and share the pain I only wish I could. Thinking of you as always lots of love and loud sideline shouting x x
Ditto all the above. Think of you every day.
Loads of Antipodean positive vibes and love. xx
Thinking about you - stay strong and positive. Sorry about all the set backs. Sending you positive thoughts and wishes from the US!
I had another round of maintenance chemo on Wednesday - feeling tired but pushing through!
Christine
Tessa my dear - you don't have to ask for the thoughts and good vibes - they are there I promise. It sounds like hell, like all your other friends I wish I could take some of it away. Lots of love Lisa xx
Come On my bute !! Shout out at those Gods & Godesses ! Stop already and give me a break ! Anyway I,m doing my own chorus from the valleys on your behalf. Dont give up ! You are well loved and we're all asking the universe to make you better. Remember warm sunny mad days on Lime beach with all those mad staff and beautiful kids. Mega love, KXXXXXXXXXXX.
I will add my good vibes and multiply them and hope that your pain and discomfort eases very soon..
B
OH Tessa. Yes I wish we could give you a day off and fight some of that horribleness for you. Feeling sick, and ill and scared is so hard...Am going to meditate for your well-being, and hope you can feel calm and strong. Big love from freezing St Leonards where I'm watching the 6 nations! (Danny's out)
Stay strong Tess. Easy to say I know but you are doing brilliantly and you are almost there. Sorry you are feeling so awful at the moment, we are all sending you our love and positive energy. You'll be back home before you know it just in time for the daffs springing into bloom. Lots of love as always xxxx
Cara Tessa,
finalmente siamo riusciti a leggere il tuo Blog. Noi ti pensiamo sempre e siamo con te in questa battaglia. La piccola Benny sta bene e continua ad osservare il tuo quadro, è incredibilmente attratta dalla tua opera. Noi speriamo di abbracciarti presto a Venezia, anche se verso primavera inoltrata ci piacerebbe far fare a Ben il suo primo volo aereo per venirti a trovare. Un grande abbraccio da parte di tutti noi a te e a Luigi
Marina , Paolo e Benedetta
PS Inviaci la tua mail così ti inviamo foto di Benny
Absolutely. So wish we all could take turns for you. Please believe the vibes and prayers never stop,never lose strength, ever. Dear heart, all the snowdrops down here are waving their million little flags for you and long to have you back in Devon soon. Very much love,always xxxx Tina
So much love going out to you, stay strong fight on through. Wish I could take some of pain for you, love Ianx
Oh T! Words are not sufficient! Sorry it's such hell! Thinking of you every day! Praying (in an atheist kind of way) that one day, not so far off, we'll share a bottle of prosecco in a Thames-side bar and talk rubbish about phones and a property you've found... Sending all my love. Mxxx
Hi Tessa
Tilly, Kellie and I went out last week. Byron's Burgers. Onion rings, fried courgettes, two different types of chips. I had the healthy option for afters – banana split.There was a bourbon called Knob Creek so that had to be ordered for its name alone.
Tony
Wish I could do more than send positive thoughts and love. Thinking of you often. Love Nigel and Pop xx
Oh Tess such a long road for you, I wish we could help, but never forget we are always with you in spirit, take care dear friend and keep positive, this I know is so very hard to do, with much love from us here x x x P
YES YOU WILL GET OUT OF THERE...XXXXX
Tess we are sending all our love and positive vibes from hong kong. kenzo is roaring for you (so no sleep for us!). keep fighting through this horrible patch Tess, all our love, Jack and family
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