Tuesday, 24 December 2013

JINGLE BELLS

Hi All,

late late xmas eve blog update - to wish everyone who reads this a very happy christmas time. Full of santa goodies and sparkle. Hope a bit of calm is descending upon you after these last few weeks of mayhem…and hope christmas storms have not knocked out electricity etc. What a wild night it was last night.

Here is my christmas cheer: had a bone marrow biopsy done two weeks ago (exactly a year on from my transplant, 11th December 2012) and yesterday got the news that all is fine and bone marrow working and no sign of leukaemia!  This is the best christmas present I have ever had (even better than my Hornby train set circa 1962).  Had spent a very anxious two weeks waiting for the result convinced that everything had gone pear shaped. I could have kissed the consultant yesterday. Instead I shed a quiet festive tear;  then drove down to sainsburys to buy some crackers. When I think about this time last year, holed up in that tiny room, tied to a drip (with tinsel tangling off it) and staring out at a brick wall. It is so very special to still be here.  It feels so brilliant to be alive (and walking up the hill). Not been an easy year but I hope 2014 will be healthier all round.  Still another 12 months to go before my immune system in fully recovered and working normally - so more journeying ahead. Fingers crossed it will be easier than 2013.  Haemoglobin recovered and back to normal, steroids being reduced slowly. Platelets had been dropping for some unknown reason, but they too have turned a corner and on the up. Whoopeee.

My saddest holiday news is Luigi has gastric flu and holed up in Italy. So no festive pampering for me. Have not seen him since October. Ouch! that is a long time. Hope he recovers in time to get here for new year.  Celebrations go on nevertheless. Tonight Mel and the boys are coming round for risotto and rummikub. Candles and crackers all over a bright red table. My xmas tree has decided to lean precariously to the right, and I can't move it without risking half the stuff falling off plus a face full of pine needles. So lean it must.  Tomorrow I am joining Lulu and Julian and their extended family for turkey and trimmings plus more crackers. Then home to watch my new hd smart tv - which has an amazing sound system attached to it, courtesy of my brother Adrian. Sounds incredible. A new watching and listening experience!

Ok time to go cook. Hope everyone is well.  A huge thanks to you all for all your amazing support, blog-comments, texts, emails, snail mail, visits, phone calls etc over the year. You have all been a huge support to me which has really helped in my recovery and kept me going, especially through the tough times.  Love and christmas wishes right round the globe: cousins in Australia, nephews in Honk Kong and South Africa and New Zealand, friends in Italy, USA (snowy Cleveland) Letterkenny (big time windy I bet). And all those closer to home, Somerset, Sheffield, Norfolk, Oxford, Hythe, Harlow, Brighton, Whistable, Wales, and all North and South London contingents (the most fantastic bunch of friends).  To strangers too, who I know read this blog. And anyone else I may have missed out. In the words of Tiny Tim, "God bless us, everyone."

See you in the New Year.  tch xxx


     Whooshing into christmas

10 comments:

Unknown said...

Fantastic news, so happy for you onward and upward into the New Year, feeling more stuffed than the Turkey! Last extra choccy truffle did it! Love as always from all here in very windy (And it ain't the Brussels) Donegalxx

Gerald said...

Yay, Tessa what fantastic news I am so happy for you. It is a shame about Luigi but that too will be resolved and you can both enjoy this momentous time together. So much has gone on in this past year and now the gains made will be built on in the months to come. Go for it girl and I look forward to seeing more of you over the weeks and months to come. Much love Gerald (and Jan and Alex)xx

Sj butterworth said...

Hi Tess, Julie's friend Sarah here. Can't explain how delighted I am for you: what a fantastic Christmas present. I am sooooo pleased for you, especially after the Nov alarms and troubles. I do hope that Luigi is able to join you for New Year. J is coming here for a few days to make the most of the last few days of holiday. All the very best to you for 2014 xx

Tony c said...

Whoopee indeed!!!! Fantastic news.will come round soon when back from wales(raining hard right now) and give you the biggest hug ever.
Love
Tony xxxx

sarah cuming said...

That is such fantastic news. fantastic and fabulous and fucking great

Unknown said...

Tessa I can honestly say reading this has bought a tear to my eye!I am so happy for you I want to drive down there and give you the biggest hug ever, hopefully Luigi will be over now and able to give you a big hug for me instead! Let's hope this is the start of a much healthier happy year for you with a lot less staring at brick walls!
See you very soon lots of love and happy hugs xxx

kerry_holmes48 said...

The best news! I also hope Luigi is now with you. Big hugs from us all here. Looking forward to seeing you in June/July on our biennial (approx) pilgrimage.

Lots of love and kisses.

Kerry

Anonymous said...

Bloody fantastic to hear your good news.WISHING YOU THE BEST YEAR EVER !! Go for it Tess!
Hope Luigi made it to London for new year.Mine was good and I'm looking forward to Year of the horse which begins jan 31st.Will be looking out for new opportunites and fab adventures.
lotta love Kxx

Anonymous said...

Hi Tessa. Back home from my own personal madness in hospital. Am recovering really well on crutches back in Whitstable. To keep to my food theme. When first in hospital and not understanding immobility leads to constipation, and under the influence of morphine, I was tucking into sausage and mash, fish and chips, trifle, etc. Then my system clogged up and i slowed down to tiny morsels of a sandwich. Now I am unclogged again I'm ordering from Sainsbury's online site. Not having the use of my arms as they are taken up with crutches I am innovating food and drink preparation and transportation. Mainly done in a carrier bag. You cook fish and chips and then put into tin foil with pickled onions. You wrap up and pack in bag. In goes plate, knife and fork, glass and drink in a carton. Then you hop the load to the living room. Tea and toast is a major challenge. I boil the kettle then put that in a bag. I put a cup with a partially soaked teabag and milk into my dressing gown pocket. Toast with raspberry jam is made then put into a sandwich bag and transported in the other dressing gown pocket. Hope 2014 is the turning point and all the joys of life come back in full abundance.

Anonymous said...

No internet for weeks but was delighted to receive your card,knew at that point things were on the up. Delighted to hear your news, and by now Luigi must be over here. Will speak very soon, may 2014 be brilliant for you. XXXP